from the book's back cover This book’s story spans a half-century. It begins when the author, Scott Eberle, leaves his home at age seventeen, full of hopes and hormones. It ends with him about to turn sixty-seven, standing on a bluff overlooking the Pacific Ocean as a fogbank is billowing in. Scott is healthy, and yet age alone has him aware that the White Shroud of Death is also on the horizon, soon to roll in.
This fifty-year story—a passage from adolescence to elderhood—is both conventional and unconventional. Scott is, at once, a pragmatic physician serving others in the ordinary world and a seeker of mystical states that are only found in the High Country of the Mind and Heart. On this long passage, Scott follows his own life thread, The Soul’s Red Thread. This leads him to the bedsides of people who are dying, where he begins to learn some of life’s deepest lessons. It guides him out onto a desert mountain, first to do his own four-day vision fast and then to become a desert guide for others. It takes him deep inside on extended meditation retreats, where he travels to the darkest recesses of his psyche, ultimately meeting his greatest monster. And late in life, it takes him on a guided medicine journey where Mother Psilocybin serves as truth serum for the soul, revealing more lessons to be learned as he continues walking toward death’s horizon.
I am a wilderness guide, a physician, an educator, and an author.
I worked for nearly 20 years as an AIDS specialist and more than 30 years as a hospice physician. During the traditional part of my physician career, now ended, I sat with hundreds of people who either were struggling with a serious illness or were making their own final crossing.
In 2001, I also started working as a wilderness guide. Two years later, in 2003, I joined the guiding staff at School of Lost Borders. I've guided a wide array of wilderness programs, with two special interests. The first is exploring how the three phases of a wilderness rites of passage -- death, in between worlds, rebirth -- are informed by my many years of sitting with people who were physically dying. This the topic of my first book, The Final Crossing: Learning to Die in Order to Live. My second interest, drawn from being a longtime student of Buddhism, is seeing how a person can cultivate an open, spacious heart-mind, both by being alone in a wide-open desert and by sitting quietly on a meditation cushion. Both of these interests make up a major part of my new book The Soul's Red Thread: Memoirs of a Guide.